Stupid temper of my again..

Well currently my little finger is swollen.. because of my stupid attitude of mine.. actually it started like that starting trying to tell juniors something but they just walked off so what does that show?? simple no respect getting pissed by then after that wanting to plat 4v4 then juniors came in and want to play but we already sort out the teams already.. so mood started to changed. Played the first few ball all any how shoot and lay then game started to get serious.. so i played serious also la and who play serious would want to lose de.. in the end my man which is sean scored the last ball.. angry with myself and so go hit the basketball pole.. when i cool down after awhile i saw my little finger swelling.. obviously is what i done to the pole and the pole returning to me lols.. i can't and not blaming anyone to this matter but well just want to say "can you just change your fucking attitude towards seniors and other people??" You are a great player indeed but with your this kind of attitude well if you don't change i'm speechless...

Sorry to : bryan, sean lee, yipeng, jielong, kiantao, sean too and xiangwoon
punishment for me : cannot play rakion for 2 weeks..